Fear Is A Liar
One thing I am thankful for that has come out of this "worldwide pandemic" is the way it has forced me to go inward and ask more question than ever before. At 42 years old I had to face a lot of my internal thought processes and ask myself "why" quite a bit. Why do I think that? Why do I feel that way? Why do I believe that is true? Why do I believe that is not true? Why do I stand on this dividing line instead of that one? And finally, am I living my life in line with what I say I believe? Asking myself those questions challenged me to stop and really think about what my true and honest answers were to those tough questions. One of the hardest parts of me and Jon deciding to step out and make some dramatic life changes was that in the midst of making some tough decisions I was still struggling with a desire to please everyone....and I couldn't. For instance, I wanted our move to make sense to others, but I knew it didn't. I wanted to have good answer...